Drama!

So a Drama Queen reared her ugly head in my face today! I was face to face with someone who lives and breathes drama and was trying her best to upset my happy quiet life by manipulating someone who she thought she could control.

Truth and honesty seem to shut down the drama machine to those who truly don’t want to be a part of it. It is so easy to get sucked into the drama and the lies and manipulation.

I really truly wonder what is wrong with people who like too live that way! Those that want to upset other peoples lives because they enjoy it and don’t like to see people happy and succeeding or having a better life then them are sick people.

I have learned that by eliminating those drama people from my life that I have gotten to a more peaceful place in my life. I was told not very long ago that is why some people like me is because I don’t deal with the drama and I don’t put up with bullshit from anyone!

I will call you out on your crap in front of God and everyone. I am honest and I want what is best for those I care about not what is best for me. I am not a selfish person and I look out for those I care about.

So for my stalkers who think I won’t take you on let me tell you this. I know right from wrong and have been cleaning up some of your bullshit messes for a while now. I will no longer keep my mouth shut to satisfy others. I am old enough and smart enough that I do not have to use my fist like a teenage girl to fight you are your friends and your drama loving ways but I will not stand by and let you manipulate and destroy those people I care about without standing up for what is right. So take this as your notice that I know what you are up too and I will not stay silent anymore!

 

Sensitive Soul

I have always been sensitive not the kind of woman who cries at the drop of a hat but one who senses when something is going on when someone isn’t being honest or trying to hide things. I found out recently that I am one of the most rarest personality types INFJ. I am sensitive to all situations. I know things before people are ready to tell me and when I am pay attention to myself and my surroundings and the people I am involved with I know more then I care too.

I have gotten myself into bed situations because I decided to ignore  my senses. I think that is why I have become a bit of a loner and have eliminated so many people from my life. It is not that I don’t like people I have found it to be some what more peaceful at this point in my life. So many people seem to have a issue with being honest and upfront and after all the betrayal and abuse I have been through I find it better for me.

I do have friends but I keep them at arms length. It has become my protective barrier to save myself the pain of I keep finding myself in.

This week has been extremely difficult and no matter what I do my past just doesn’t seem to want to leave me alone.  Reminding me of bad decisions and that I have not only put myself through but my children. It has lead me to not trust and send my super sensitive personality on high alert.  It doesn’t mean it is right but it is what it is. I am still working with my counselor to work through my past and trust issues but it is not a easy process.

I can’t become nonsensitive or tone it down. I feel to much and share to little. I think that is why I have my animals. They don’t betray me or hurt me. My horses, dogs and cats are always there when others have hurt me.

Rumors

Petty people and being self absorbed is a lot different than minding your own business and not following the crowd. When you are living for yourself and striving to do good not only for yourself but for others. Following the Golden Rule and having a positive impact on the people you come in contact with will serve you better then being selfish and only serving yourself.

When we take the time to consider that we are all fighting battles and decide to be kind to each other and not let the devil run our mind and our mouth we will reap more benefits than we can possibly imagine.

Do good, speak good and when confronted with negative cruel people do not bite your tongue. Speak up for yourself in a positive manner and confront the bully and shut them down.

Your world and the world as a whole will be a lot better place to be when we live a honest true life and not fall into the sad world of being self absorbed and bitter.